Just my thoughts . Maybe helpful , maybe not , but your post helped me remember where I used to be and how I got to where I am .
I personally had to change my way of thinking and talking . Nothing changed for me until "trying " became an action of doing and committment was finding no excuses to smoke .
I hope this quit will be one of success for you @JuJuCFruit . You know yourself better than all of us how to keep your quit and I believe you can keep it .
I am glad you came back . Pull up a chair . 
