I've made it ONE MONTH! I've beat the cravings through 60 hour work weeks, night classes, my car breaking down (that was pretty amazing to me because I didn't even THINK about having a cigarette until I realized the next day that I didn't.), the news that a bf's husband was diagnosed with lung cancer, bleeding ulcers, and to top it all off, the man I thought I loved, isn't the man I thought he was, and we broke up last week. I'm glad I can't see into the future because if I knew what this last month was going to be like, I would NOT have quit smoking. But since I did, and I've worked this hard at it, I can't allow myself to even think about smoking again. I still haven't rewarded myself and don't know what to do. I've been so stressed, and sad, that I don't know what I can do that doesn't cost a ton, or take up too much time, or what I even want. Any suggestions? What do you do to reward yourself?
