Trigger after trigger

[Amber4]

I smoked for 15 years, my ENTIRE adult life!  And now I am living a smoke free life. I am an Ex. Today is nearing the end of Day 7.  Had a long hard day, where my bosses were in for a visit.  The stress of that alone caused massive cravings. But I stayed true and kept repeating NOPE to myself.

Then after a sucessful day with my bosses and fighting cravings, I opened a bottle of my favoirite wine to have with dinner.  HELLO TRIGGER!  It is this annoyingly presistant little bugger.  I am remaining strong, but it is tough.  What is worse, I'm not sure my favorite wine is my favorite wine any more.  Tastes different. 😞