Having a hard time

[Alexandrakay]

I was doing so good this morning. I didn’t touch my vape. Didn’t even look for it. I did put it in my purse & took it with me as I’m in the process of learning my triggers. Getting close to my quit date. I did so good focused on drinking water instead of picking up my vape. Even tho the cravings got so bad I still picked up my water. Then after lunch it went all down hill. Everything kept coming at me 100 miles a hour. Found out my boyfriend is doing exactly the same thing he said he changed & stopped doing lol I know I’m a fool on that one. Then my father calls & turns out it’s like he didn’t listen to anything I said in our serious talk about his situation & still stuff is taking place. I seriously was doing so good & the voice got me. Anxiety when to raging & panic & I haven’t got control again since 1 this afternoon.