Thought I'd pop on. Still holding on day 26. This time around I decided to try and let some days go by before I would post. Kind of neutral I don't feel the urge most of the time to vape is still there but this time around I don't feel really proud of myself. Feel like I've been down this road before well I have. Maybe it's because I had two long-term failed attempts. Meaning I went 60 days relapse then I went 90 days relapse for 2 weeks and then came back on again. One could say that I'm determined and I know that I need to do this. I just feel blase. That and we just had a 5.1 earthquake. I live in the Bay area. It was centered in San Jose California but where I live in Daly City California it really shook up the place. It's scary it reminded me of the 1989 earthquake I was expecting my fourth son. My other son was getting ready for soccer and was by the back door my brother was down and then the it shook. I remember the first reports out of San Francisco had said that it had collapsed. This time I was laying on the couch reading and you felt the building moving it didn't sway it just feel the rumble and it felt like it lasted forever. Hey but I didn't vape LOL. All right enough of my nonsense for one day . Hope you're all having a wonderful day wherever you're located at. Much love to my ex- community
