Still here fighting the fight....I have to come back more often....to remember...I'm not alone...the mind plays funny tricks...I find myself talking to myself...saying...smoking is gross...its not cool...it stinks....why must I reaffirm...what we all know...to be true...smoking sux
Here's what I think: its because my mind remembers the "happy smoking times"...the after a meal smoke....the cold beer smoke...etc...it's still gross and I will just keep telling myself so..for as long as it takes...who knows maybe I'll just talk to myself for the rest of my life..it sure beats smoking