Checking in

[stAn3]

I am in withdrawal. I'm starting to feel funny. I got lozenges. People tell me to use them. I can't do it. I've been running from this for a long time. I need to go through it to be free of my addiction.

im feeling kind of fuzzy headed and sad and that makes me anxious wanting to find something to change how I feel. I can't make it through withdrawal alone. I'm going to keep checking in.