Hey you guys, I haven't really been commenting but have been reading. You really are doing great..... I was on day 11 when i relapsed. Now I know my trigger. What goes great with mexican food ?? you got it... the ole MARGARITA.... I was only a few sips into it and BAM.. there it was...crept up on me like..well, like tequilla does. Anyway, found myself actually bumbing a smoke from one of the servers at the restaraunt ( 3 total ). couldn't believe how powerful that was. I ended up buying a pack, finished it the next day and started over... Just can't drink until I am strong enought I guess or maybe never again which wouldn't be such a bad thing for me...I'm not beating myself up this time.. it's wierd. I know what triggerd it and am going on.. guess even more powerful has been reading all of the notes that you guys share..Thanks again.
Janet