i was and am extremely nervous i have 18 days, and each day has extracted a pound of flesh out of me, it is hard so we have every reason to be nervous, just hang in there take the feelings as they come, don't be nervous about what is to come cause it is going to come anyway so why waste sleep on it, their are enough times without extra worry, just hang on and keep that little guard marching up and down to watch for the enemy if he tryies to come knocking at your door, let the guard answer and send the enemy come to try and get you to smoke to leave or he will hurt him badly, good luck and hang in there and don't go anywhere without your guard, and a good attitude,. later bobbie