Hi Kozmik,
Thanks for checkin up. I'll be honest, I failed. I set a date, was super pumped and didnt touch a cigarette for 6 days or touch any alcohol as suggested. i went cold turkey for those 6 days and it really just agitated me, i felt like i was like not myself at all, and pissed off all the time, literally miserable, which i understand might be normal, but still a huge bummer...
On day 7, I just couldnt take it...its not even that I needed one all that bad, but I had one, then another, and then another all in bout an hour...ended up actually feeling like i was gonna throw up. So now I'm back to smoking and drinking, and yes, I understand that people will question my commitment and all that stuff, but I really was commited to it when i started, I just failed, not really sure what to say...
I want to pick another quit date, but in all honesty I'm tenative about picking a specific date. I hated the withdrawl feelings, and not getting to hang with your buds at a bar because you were afraid to smoke. I really appreciate all the feedback on this forum though, it was really nice to read it all. so from here, I just dont know, maybe I dont have the true "commitment" everyone talks about needing to quit...I dont want to have to stop drinking to quit smoking...I do hate smoking, really do...but I'm not gonna lie I miss it like hell when Im not smoking...to all those that are quitting good luck and for those that have quit for awhile props to you, your stronger and better than I...I think I just need some time to re motivate myself to quit. Thanks.
-chris