Thanks Giulia for the advice. For the most part I'm staying positive, even though I do feel sort of crappy! The baby in me pops up ocassionally, however this site has really helped me to stay strong! I know there is NO such thing as one cigarette for me. Ironically enough, I live in Northern CA. I'm not close to the fires that are burning, but the smoke has nestled into our town, enough so that the sun is not out. There are health alerts for everyone to stay inside. If I was smoking, I'd be sitting out in it puffing away, without thoughts of the health alert. Instead I'm glad to be inside and smoke free!
Thanks for being there for me with your support!!