Hi Dale,
Once I get the site figured out maybe I can find the clubs! LOL
I am glad "waking" up has worked for you. As for me, I have always used the stress excuse to start back again. Yeah, I know it is an excuse. The addiction has a strong hold on me, that's for sure. That is why I am doing this differently this time, so that I can break that stronghold and get passed stress without relapsing. I had a 6 month quit and had a REALLY bad situtian in my family and started back.
I am taking all the steps that I can to learn how to deal with such issues. Before I always just quit, sometimes cold turkey, sometimes with patch and I have tried Chantix, which was working for me, but had bad side effects.
Now I am taking Wellbutrin and will use the patch and have several support systems going to help me in time of crisis.
Thank you for your response and I look forward to chatting with you. 🙂