Ohmygerd The last 12 hours all I think about cigarettes
Went to bed with it, got up at 3 with the thought. Still heavily in negotiations with my addiction.
And wanting to go back to that life style 
Lung Cancer and Other Tobacco-Related Diseases - Nicotine Research Program - Mayo Clinic Research 
Education was SUGGESTED for ME to read and read and read YET YOU Kim can CHOOSE the NEW mindset for QUIT TOOLS of YOUR OWN personal choice to THINK FACTS about buying a pack OF CANCER or READ what BEcomeanEX has to OFFER NEW thinking by filling YOUR thoughts with NICOTINE TRUTH - please NotOnePuffEver over YOU
In HIS love - I love YOU Kim and lifted YOU in prayer in MY Lord Jesus name amen
Awe your welcome Kim - just sharing - I been SMELLING cigarette smoke past 3 days - while I am accepting that MY ma who has been in hospice 7 months is slowly dying and now and again - MY emotions are SOOOOO WILD with just - WANTING IT NOT TO BE REAL being sad and crying then joy filled when memories of MY ma n me throughout our lives together loving and disagreeing and growing in OUR relationship as child an mommie and young lady and Mother and no just MY Ma - anyway I can soooooo relate wanting to just ESCAPE all MY emotions thanks for letting ME share with ya
s.i.n.a.o.
