what is what

[green1611]

121 days since last smoked. It is amazing. Feeling stronger and stronger without smoking. As the days pass more and more, felt happier and happier.

However at times, feeling starts in mind. Let go back to earlier days, start smoking, it keeps you busy, how i would have gone to specific corner to have cup of tea and ciggaretts, how i would have met my friend, and had talk over smoke, how my colleague will call me to discuss offical "personal" issues in smoking area, etc. It does remain in mind for some time.

There is no craving, no eager to smoke, but just feel........earlier days were not bad. Something missing due to non-smoking...........and its really missing. how ?

These thoughts do disturb, though not throw you in danger "start smoking'. Then you need to get back on what was decided at the time quit smoking - some 100 to 121 days back. remind, remind remind.......

Is that feeling the others had those who reached  triplet club by now? Any sharing, advise please