still here

[mary-lou]

hey everyone hope you all are doing good with your quits. Have not been on here in awhile, a lot has been going on, well my husband got mad and quit his job and then his grandpa passed away so we spent all weekend in Louisiana with the family most of them drink and smoke, I have to tell you it felt good not going outside to smoke with everyone else.  I am proud of myself for not giving in to those triggers. We made it back home to find out that some good friends mom passed away, and then my sister in laws uncle passed.  I am telling you don't know if i can take it anymore, to top it off my pug lost his eye so had to take her to the vet.  I always try to be a positive person but some time it is so hard.  I am here to tell you whatever you are going through you can stay quit.  It's not easy but you can do it and get through whatever life throws at you.  Please everyone keep me in your prayers.  Thank you all for listening seems like this is the only place I can vent.