I am a single mom, divorced almost 4 years. I just ended a 2 year relationship, that was not healthy at all. Everday was an emotional roller coster for me. Anyways, I have realized since my break up, I have seen cigarettes somewhat of a companion. Now that I don't turn to them, I am feeling really alone and sad. It's nothing I'm going smoke over, just trying to figure out how to handle this without smoking. I know I can do it, because I am a NON SMOKER!!