As I become less and less dependant on cigarettes, I become angrier and angrier at this addiciton. As my perspective changes from the romantic one of my "little best friends" to the ugly TRUTH of DEATH STICKS... I am really pissed off and very saddened. I am sad that no one was there to yank that smoke out of my mouth and keep me from doing it one more time, for kicks, until it was too late and I was addicted. I am sad and mad at what this addiction has done to people...our self-worth, our health. I am soooo greatful that I am able to see the truth. And I am absolutely furious that these things are even available. I know, I know about the tobacco lobyists, etc. but honestly, how can anyone be any part of such an evil thing? All for money..... Personally, it is beyond frustrating to me because I want to help people learn what I've learned. We, the people, have been duped. I feel a duty to shed some light. I guess I am now one of those "ex-smokers who preach"....now I get it. WOW.
