Well, I am fixin' to go to bed and am going to have the last cigarette of my life. No more going outside in the cold/heat, no more leaving campus on break and getting into a cold/hot car to drive across the street, no more excusing myself from others so that I can have a smoke. I'm not going to miss it. Cigarettes are no friend of mine.
I have asked that my husband (who gets up before I do) throw away all of the makeshift ashtrays (I never bought one in 15 years of this habit), and my lighters. He is all too ready to do this for me.
I have read so many blogs and seen so many count up clocks and it makes me proud of you all. I hope to learn how to add a count up clock because just seeing that is a motivator for me.
Well, for now, I will go outside onto the porch for the last time and going to hit the hay. Sweet dreams, my EXes!