Quit Smoking!

[heather133]

Well, it is not going very well right now.  Been under alot of stress lately, financially, I know to stop smoking would give me a little more money.  LOL!   I am not able to work, due to my disabilities, and I am waiting on a hearing to see if I get my Disability through Social Secruity.  I have Epilepsy, severe back pain and Migraines.  Been suffering with a new problem in my head, where I feel a pulsating feeling, like blood is pumping really hard, then all of a sudden, it feels like something blows, and I get a severe pain on the left side of my head which also cause vision problems in my left eye.

This really bothers me, for I don't know what is going on.  I do know, my Grandmother died of a stoke, and my father died of a Brain Anurisum.  I have no insurance, so life really sucks right now.  Next time, it hits, I am going to have my roommate take me to the ER, and see if they can do some tests, to find out what the heck is going on.  That is why I am really stressed.  And that is why I haven't been here lately.  I sure could use some support, for I am really scared.