One day down

[byepolarbear]

I am stressed to the max.  I did not sleep at all last night or today.  I am very anxious.

GOOD NEWS:  I went all last night and all day without smoking.  I had my provider take me to a little store so I could get him to get Amy and I a coke.  But I did not ask him to get me anything to smoke.  Not smoking tonight will not be as hard (I hope).

The hospital released Amy this afternoon, and she is home with me.

My surgery is still planned for Monday morning, and I can tell them I am a non-smoker.  Please keep praying for me.

Mark