Not Well

[heather_anne_00]

I am hanging by a thread and not really sure I even want to be here. To answer some questions, yes I did see my doctor. We discussed that maybe I needed to approach my quit in a different way. He had some suggestions for anti-depressants to take next time. Yes he really said "next time", implying that it was ok for me to go ahead and smoke because I was depressed. I have an appointment again next week. I still look at my fiance, who quit on Oct24, and wonder why it is so easy for him. No depression, no craving, no irratability, Nothing.  It's frustrating. I am not well and reading blogs here is not helping. Nothing I am doing is helping.