No Mans Land

[mailyn]

Today I came across a post about No Mans Land. I myself have never really experienced this since I have never made it quite that far in the past. The thought of it becoming more difficult so soon scares me. I worry enough already that I won't be able to do this, and to think that it gets harder...

But I already knew it would get harder. My addiction crept up and tried to scare me again. In reality we all know everything gets harder before better, darkest before dawn and all those other cliches that we take for granted.

They do have a meaning and if we pay attention we can learn something. I know it will get hard, and I know it's ok to be scared. Even if I feel alone I know that I am not. I know that I am strong and if I feel too weak I know where to find my support now.

To be alone in this, I couldn't do it, as strong as I am in every other way, alone in this would be disastorous.

So thank you all for your support, and to any who may need someone Please let me know. I am here for you.

You never have to be alone in no Mans Land.