Needing to vent

[BobKatt22]

Please just know that all I’m doing is venting. I feel so bad that I just want to die! I didn’t want this virus to hit me , but when I found out that I had it and knew how many people died from it. And knowing that I’m 62, with COPD.... I’m right there guys!!!!.... I really was ready for the Lord to take me home!!! But I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRAP..... and he apparently isn’t ready to take me home yet because as much as I feel badly.... I’m not really that sickly!  You my family have  been good to me thank you!!  But I eather want to be % or be home with the Lord!! Just my thoughts