In loving memory of ALL the ones we loved and lost to smoking related illnesses and diseases and cancers...
I personally have lost my fair share of friends and family members over the years and I can honestly say, while I am missing them like crazy and am deeply saddened by their loss, I am in no big hurry to join them, I will see them when it's my time and I am going to do make every day from here until that day matter to those that I still have with me and enjoy them and my time for as long as I possibly can.
Constance-My Grandmother-heart lung and brain cancers,
Russell-Grandfather-lung cancer,
Arthur-Grandfather-pancreatic cancer, kidney cancer,
Harry-Step-father-Brain cancer softball sized tumor,
Steve-Ex boyfriend-Esophegeal cancer,
Bill-Family friend-Esophegeal,
John-Husbands Uncle-Pancreatic,
Raymond-Hubands Grandfather-Prostate cancer,
Bertha-Husbands Grandmother-Breast cancer,
Dawn-Husbands Aunt-Ovarian and breast cancer,
That's not even enough to knock a dent in the losses however it is enough to give you an idea, and now I don't have anyone I care about that is still with me to add my name to their list of people they have lost. That is very comforting and reassuring.
Please know that I am deeply sorry for all that you have lost, or may lose because they are sick know that they and you are in my daily prayers and I certainly hope that there is no more suffering ever more.
Love,
Carolyn/flutterbye
