and if someone offered me a cigarette i would say, "no thanks, i did that for 40 years."
then, they would be asking me how i quit.
honestly, if i thought i had to worry about smoking again, i would feel like it still had some power over me.
I wouldn't even consider it, so, there is no fear, no contemplation. it hasn't had any place in my thought life since i decided to quit. and yes, i went through everything you all are.
if you honor the decision you made and not harbor the possibility of smoking you refused when you made it, once you've got a couple years quit, this becomes about living life not about constantly looking over your shoulder.
be hopeful be free