I Am Angry

[KarenKay11]

Today I am angry.  I am angry that I waited so long to quit.  I am angry it took over 50 quits to stick.  I am angry I gave in, time and time again.  I am angry my lungs are junk.  I am angry that I didn't have enough self control to say enough years ago.  I wish I could go back in time and undo the damage I did to myself, but I can't.  So today, I am angry that I did this to myself.  My health is not great and I am not sure this damage will go away.  I think I screwed my lungs up permanently & for that, I am angry.