Well my wonderful community here I am on attempt number 3. My first one I lasted 60 days then I Vaped for about a week then I made 90 days fell off and Vaped for 2 weeks, now I'm an attempt to number three and I'm at 14 days. You know sadly the last one when I went 90 days there was no reason whatsoever other than the fact that I am weak, I just wanted to pick it up and vape and I did. But it really was so harsh having to face my son having him walk in while I'm vaping. But I'm on two weeks now I said I would not post until I reach 14 days. So what have I learned that I gave in too easily but I don't have enough belief in myself thinking well one hit two hits it's okay I can stop no way every time I picked up the vape to start it was full on it was just continuous I went through four pods in about a week. So what can I do different this time? I'm not sure other than I don't want to vape that I do keep coming back to this community so it gives me strength gives me a place to go for support , not being judged for relapsing. I'm going to continue to do what I did the first two attempts but what I will add on there is when that mood strikes me and I want to pick it up I am going to come right here and reach out and whoever responds fantastic. Cuz I realized just that diversion of having to log on to this community to type that I need help is going to take that immediate craving away. Something I did realize though when I got to 80 days I started to get a little cocky like you know what I'm in non-smoker I got this made , I'm never going to vape again. Well we see how that turned out. And I need to stop replacing food for vaping. I have no problem and wanting to exercise but there are some physical limitations for me. Doesn't mean though I can't find exercises I can do, and it doesn't mean that I have to keep stuffing my face with non nutritional junk. Thanks for reading my rambling. Be well and safe ex community.
