Well, maybe I won't die - but it sure as hell feels like it...
I'm 40 years old and I have been smoking since I was 13. Like many of you, I hate and love cigarettes at the same time. They rule my life, and I am their faithful slave. I have massive guilt every time I light-up, but yet I have been powerless to stop. This addiction is the one difficult thing in my life that I have not been able to overcome.
My triggers? Just being awake and breathing. I smoke constantly and everything is a trigger.
I plan on quitting this coming Saturday or Sunday. I am SICK of smoking, and I know they will kill me if I do not quit.
If anyone has ANY advice, no matter how crazy, I am open to for any suggestions/support. If climbing trees while butt-naked has helped you, please let me know - I'll try it. I have Wellbutrin, the patch, Chantix - you name it. I am a pharmacy of anti-smoking drugs. However, I think I may just quit cold turkey.
How the hell am I going to do this???
Peace and strength to you all...