The last two days have just sucked. I am an emotional tidal wave. Crabby, crabby! I don't even feel like it's so much the craving of nicotine as it is my inability to deal with frustration without nicotine. I didn't smoke, but i gave myself lots of reasons why i could. I was around people who were smoking and honestly I was 5% jealous and 95% grossed out. Ugh.