Failure.

[jasmine_]

So December 4th was supposed to be my quit date... But, it seems that I cant kick the habit of smoking. I have so much stress on my back the only way I really know how to deal with it is by smoking. I still feel bad for smoking with my unborn baby inside of me but my doctor said it was okay to smoke as long as it was in moderation. I have cut back quite a bit but its too hard to just quit cold turkey not to mention bad for me and my baby. I dont know what to do. Im trying as hard as I can I just dont know if I can live without having atleast one cigarette a day.  Its just not fair to me.