I am so happy to be where I am right now. Smoke free for 58 days! I feel amazing both physically and mentally. I've lost weight and gained respect for myself. I no longer walk around feeling guilty, because that's what smoking did to me. It was a huge weight smothering me into the ground. Now, I'm the happiest I've ever been. I'm in love, getting married, moving to a new city and starting a wonderful new chapter, or should I say book, of my life. Part 2, the smokefree years!! For anyone who has ever tried and not suceeded, keep trying. Even if you have to do it a million times, don't worry, one of those times it will stick. I can't even count how many times I tried to quit, but each an everytime has culminated into this time, the one that really counts. If I can do it, so can you. Be strong. Be happy. Peace.