So after 5 days of not being able to blog, comment etc, I finally had a friend help me with what was wrong, so here I am, able to blog! YAYYYY!!!!! Anyways, I have been taking Chantix for about 1 month now and I could not figure out why it was still driving me crazy to try and not smoke even though it made me sick! So, I did what I learned here on EX. I started delaying that next smoke break. I only brought 2 smokes to work with me. I would wait 1 hour after eating before smoking. I stopped smoking in my car. This went on for about 2 weeks and then, 5 days ago....I snuffed out my last smoke and said to myself "You are going to get up in the morning, go to work without having cigs, buying cigs or bumming cigs from coworkers. If you are dying to smoke by the time you get off work, you can buy 1 pack and keep separating." I went that 8 hours without smoking and I never looked back. On the ride home that day, I was not dying TO smoke. I was dying to NOT smoke anymore. It has not been easy. I am eating too much candy for my liking but nothing else interests me, lol. I cannot believe I have not inhaled poison for 5 whole days! I feel better, but still weird. Yesterday was hard for some reason. I got home and all I wanted to do was smoke. I cleaned up around the house and played video games, that helped. Then I couldn't sleep which was horrible but they can't all be easy days now, can they? 😄 I have been floating around here on the blogs reading everything I can and am so excited to be able to actually communicate with you all finally. Thanks for reading!
