Day 4... not good

[holly59]

I slipped today. And now I know what I could have done differently to prevent that. I feel stronger this time than any other time I quit before. I let it all get to me in my head though. I have 4 days of craziness ahead. Maybe I shouldn't have decided to quit right now...? Or maybe it's just the way it is, right? I know you all know how your mind goes back and forth. I will quit... but right now I am not sure if it will be today... part of me says just start on Sunday again, after i get through these stressful days. But I know there shouldn't be any excuses.  We shall see. My husband doesn't smoke and he would love for me to stay quit. Not smoking when he is home is easy, so I should be ok the rest of the day.