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Day 3........

jenking
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6 10 205

Good morning! Well usually I am a happy, cheerful, positive person, but right now I am grumpy! I am hiding it well, but man I am just mad about something and can't put my finger on it. I don't know if it is the quit process or what. Yes, of course I want to smoke, but I am committed to my quit and myself to not smoke. I wish I had never, ever started smoking! But hey, that's what we did in the head banger, stoner, AC/DC, big hair days haha! We snuck our parents smokes and thought we looked cool. No one told me how really terrible it would be and how it would pull me in and I wouldn't be able to let go. Smoking is such an **bleep**! I HATE YOU!! You took so much of my time, money, health, and so much more away from me. I never want to see you again even though you are trying to trick me right now. I WILL NOT GO BACK TO YOU!!!

Sorry I needed to vent. I am so angry right now!

I hope you all have a good day! I WILL be back and hopefully I am not as cranky 🙂

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I am from Holland, Oh and have been smoking since I was 17. I loved it! I am sad to give it up, but I also want to live without an oxygen tank. I want to see my kids and grand kids grow up. I am working as an Administrative Assistant at an electrical contracting company and love it, mostly haha. I have two boys Jarret 24 and Tyler 20 and 3 bonus boys. The love of my life, Dan King, is my biggest supporter of my quit journey!