It's not a very good day for me. I know that the first days when you quit are intense but this one is a bad one. Not a horrible one but a tough. I slept only 4 hours at night couldn't sleep anymore and anyone who has sleeping disorders knows that this sucks. I always get triggered when my mother leaves the house for a few hours. My mother will do that today and tomorrow. That makes my mind screaming "are you nuts? now it's the perfect time to smoke. when she leaves go and buy a pack". It's tempting I can tell. I know that my inner voice lies to me even when I think a puff could be so relaxing. These two days are perfect to smoke but I don't want to fail again. I try to get myself busy, playing games, drinking water, watching TV but the thought of lighting a cigarette is still there. I am still OK though for now.