Day 1 again

[cat39]

Zowie.  Lots of drama going on in my head today.  Be over, be gone, leave me now, you stupid cravings! 

Taking lots of deep breaths and making home-made V-8 juice.  Tell me it's all gonna (someday) be okay.  Boy, did I mess up.  This, so far, is the hardest time I've had and I don't know why.  It should get easier to leave the thoughts behind, but, oh--not so, my friends.

Soldiering on--