I got a phone call last night stating they found my 23 year old grandson dead last night. It was a senseless death as he was addicted to herion and they say it was overdose. We tried so hard to help him, but they say you can't help someone who don't want it. My heart so breaking horrible. I will so miss him so much. I have really tried so hard to stay strong through all the curve balls life has thrown at me in this 245 days but I am really having a weak moment. .I deeply know I will not smoke as there is no day one again for me. On my way to daughters and pray I can stay strong for her. I know smoking will not bring him back and not even considering it because I know it is NOPE for me. Thanks again for listening and being here to support me. HUGS!