I'm having such frustration! Went to a convenience store for coffee (I broke our carafe). There are freakin cig ads EVERYWHERE!!! Geez. Didn't see them when I smoked. Anyhow, still not smoking. Left without coffee too. Oh well. I'm in for the night, need to get my head straight. Being alone here at home is not something I'm enjoying. I can't concentrate to read to well - which is my usual passion. Can't sleep, which is in turn hurting my fibromyalgia, which affects my mood blah blah blah. Bitch, moan. So frustrated with me. So not having fun. It's supposed to be in the eighties this weekend and I don't even care. Want to curl up in bed and let the world go away and leave me alone. I'm sorry this sounds like I'm just whining. I'm not trying to, I'm just so angry and frustrated. Going to lay down, I'm sure I'll be back on later when I can't sleep. Again. Peace.