HELP!!! When does it end? I am working on 45 days now and sometimes the cravings get so bad I could kill something or someone. Tonight at work, I work in a call center and call ppl on past due bills, so just imagine some of the SHIT (sorry, no other word) I deal with from ppl, I had a come apart on a guy who I wasn't even calling for. He just pushed some buttons and I wasn't in the mood. I stood up to get a manager and guess what, mine wasn't there again. I was saying to a co-worker I couldn't find my manager, to which she replied he's probably outside smoking do you need one? I said yes I haven't had one in 43 days. She was, of course, confused because she meant a manager. It is kind of funny now that I have calmed down, but in the heat of the moment it was almost desperate and I know I looked and sounded like a crazy person. But the people around me are still smoking so they don't understand no longer having the one thing that can calm you down. So what's the point in getting upset because you can just go outside and smoke a cigarette, right? NO!!!