It was a little tough today, I seemed to be quite irritable most of the day, I guess because my plans got changed at the last minute and that didn't go well with me. Had to make some changes and run around in a rush to get everthing done. Triggers were really here and there today but it seems its like they were in the back of my mind and I am mostly ignoring and not letting it come to the surface if that makes any sense? But a few crept right there in my face and I wanted one really bad but I just kept doing what I was doing and didn't let it get me and I am glad I ignored it or refused to give in, to tell you the truth I don't think I could ever go back to smoking and feeling the way I did, closet smoker, tired alot, sore throats, coughing at the most embarrassing times, stinking, not breathing that well, heavy chest. I have come so far and feel so much better and I just can't imagine letting God, myself, my children & Grand children and all of you down.
God bless!