I used prayer to get me through some really tough times. I said a prayer for you, for strength. It is hard to quit, but since nicotine is HARMING you, you gotta quit doing it. Cut a straw, draw, read. Why don't you spend your time on this site and whyquit. net I think it is. Lots of videos and excellent information. Educate yourself cos what could it hurt right? You have chosen to quit smoking, now just do what it takes to get there. It sucks and you have extra challenges, but imagine what you can do when you stop obsessing over getting nicotine IN to your body. Put that energy in to getting nicotine OUT of your body. There is an easier way to quit than how you are doing it, so make it easy on yourself. I apologize in advance if that is too strong of words for you. Just want you to have some peace Jeff.
