The time really has gone fast
I am finding at 64 years old and 60 days quit I am finally becoming an adult
I have to stop and think instead of reacting and lighting up a cigarette
This has made me a much more sane and gentler person
Now for the vast majority of the time I state my opinion or acknowledge my feeling and move on
I no longer smoke and dwell on things and let my mind wander where it has no business going
I do have a confession to make. In the early days I tried saying N.O.P.E. My response to myself was "and whom exactly are you kidding you never puffed on a cigarette you draaaaaged on a cigarette. This realization discussed me.
Certainly still have some days where I would LIKE a cigarette. Which is different from I NEED a cigarette. Do not get me wrong as all I am canceling out the LIKE a cigarette thought as it comes but is much easier to deal with then the i NEED a cigarette.
So So So grateful for everyones Blogs and the responses people make to those blogs
These help put the pieces of the quilting puzzle together
We truly are a family each and everyone of us
Such support one can find no where else
