All Over the Place

Blog Post created by Showiestodin on Jul 18, 2017

Okay so I am feeling like I am all over the place for the past couple of days. I know it is my way of reaching out to make friends for the long haul. I am finally learning life with out cigarettes. Although this is a wonderful time for me, it's also most difficult time for me. I have only been successful for a short amount of time for only a few times in my life, to quit smoking. I have been scared to quit. I know that I am still scared I will fail yet again. But I'm still going to keep up my positive walk faithfully believing HE will break those chains from me. I don't want to be presumptuous in thinking I am quit for good. But in the same way I need to believe that I am quit for good. If I don't believe, I don't think I will make it.

I just want to be a new and improved me, in all areas. Is that to much to bite off at one time? I was thinking that in order to let go of smoking, I need to replace that with a multitude of good things, better life choices. Been going to a gym with my daughter. Between illness flare ups, mostly on my part. It is a good thing for me to do. Keeps me motivated to keep up with good habits.

I remember a few people on here from long ago. I'm happy to see that people do actually stick around to help others. This is very encouraging, comforting and yet scary to me. With your help I will learn how to keep and protect my quit!

We're all in this together.