Food for thought....
Maybe you need to mix it up...do something different.
Change the process. Lean on /ask for help....What ever you decide.... be careful you are not setting yourself up to fail.
There was no plan that would work 100% for me unless I put 100% into it. This applies to pretty much anything I do anymore. This is me. The more effort I apply to the things I want to accomplish, the better the outcome. Half hearted attempts never pan out for me.
The things I wanted the most I worked hard for and I did endure tribulations as I worked for them. The things that came easy for me required little effort on my part.
Quitting smoking was one of THE hardest things I worked hard for .
Smoking may have given me a few moments of 'instant gratification', but it left me feeling pitiful.
I choose to feel powerful over pitiful any day. You can to.
It all comes down to this.
So what will it be?
Thats it in a Nutshell