It's Winter Solstice and I think it's a great day to quit smoking. Again. For the LAST TIME. Quit once for 3 years but started up again because the man I was in love with smoked and told someone I was too heavy for him. It worked, but how foolish was I! Smoked for years, then quit off and on for decades. I was always quitting...it got to be a joke with friends and family...but...at least when I was "quit" I wasn't smoking. Always started again for emotional reasons...STUPID!!!! And after starting up again the last time (14 months ago) after being quit for 10 months, I've been a closet smoker for the most part. Only one good friend of mine smokes and I rarely see her. IT IS TIME! Thank you all for being here. I will make good use of this site--no one knows how hard it is to quit unless they've walked that path. And I see many people here with long-term quits. I want to join that team!