I want to apologize for not posting and supporting the EX site. As many of you know, I had a relapse back in June and have continued to move my quit date out. My quit date is Monday. I have given myself too much time to smoke. I am sick of it. I am sick of coming up with excuses to keep smoking. I am sick of coughing and feeling tired. Sick of so many things. I see how smoking gives me excuses to be even unhealthier in other ways.
I am tired of feeling like a failure. I am moving past feeling sorry for myself and embracing the brave path forward. It isn't easy for anyone.
That is all for now but I plan on doing a lot of reading on this site over the next few days. Solidifying my reasons for quitting and putting new, healthy steps down the path of NOPE.