It Is Time.

[Lauralives]

Dear Friends,

I want to apologize for not posting and supporting the EX site.  As many of you know, I had a relapse back in June and have continued to move my quit date out.  My quit date is Monday.  I have given myself too much time to smoke.  I am sick of it.  I am sick of coming up with excuses to keep smoking.  I am sick of coughing and feeling tired.  Sick of so many things.  I see how smoking gives me excuses to be even unhealthier in other ways.

I am tired of feeling like a failure.  I am moving past feeling sorry for myself and embracing the brave path forward.  It isn't easy for anyone.  

That is all for now but I plan on doing a lot of reading on this site over the next few days.  Solidifying my reasons for quitting and putting new, healthy steps down the path of NOPE.

Thanks,

Laura