I would love to be apart of, the Multiple Addictions group, I was fighting my addiction that revolved around substance use, and a toxic lifestyle for years, and trying to stay on the right track with many things that I faced the first four years of my recovery. I just didn't feel it was time to stop everything. I used smoking as a crutch, and it relaxed some fears that I had dealing with, the State of Colorado- Department of Regulatory Agencies when applying for my licence and certification as an Addiction Technician. I was nervous as well as excited, but my excitement would soon end because my application was tabled for nine months, I need that cigarette when I would continue to wait, and after waiting nine months.
The nightmare would begin as I was forced to go on probation with Peer Assistance. My treatment plan was AA, UA'A, and reports. I completed everything and this was not the time to stop smoking. I was angry about UA'S, I had been sober for four years.
Addiction is a scary thing, and having multiple Addictions throughout life is a hard pill to swallow. Now it time to start my new goal.
Please can be accepted into this group?
