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Is it strange not to want to keep count?

Question asked by MichelleDiane on Jun 9, 2017
Latest reply on Jun 12, 2017 by Diannnnn

I'm not sure how I feel about counting the smoke free days.  I almost feel that I jinx myself as I have gotten this far in (albeit only 9 days) and caved.  I know I am enjoying not smoking.  Breathing better, feeling healthier, not worrying about when I can smoke my next cigarette, not worrying about running out of cigarettes, etc.  My list goes beyond that.  I know that if I continue to do what I do I can be smoke free, so I am conflicted about counting the days.  I will always know the day I quit and, hopefully, a year from June 1st I will be able to say I have been smoke free for a year, but now I feel that it triggers me.  Is that strange?  Feedback is welcome and appreciated.