I'm not sure how I feel about counting the smoke free days. I almost feel that I jinx myself as I have gotten this far in (albeit only 9 days) and caved. I know I am enjoying not smoking. Breathing better, feeling healthier, not worrying about when I can smoke my next cigarette, not worrying about running out of cigarettes, etc. My list goes beyond that. I know that if I continue to do what I do I can be smoke free, so I am conflicted about counting the days. I will always know the day I quit and, hopefully, a year from June 1st I will be able to say I have been smoke free for a year, but now I feel that it triggers me. Is that strange? Feedback is welcome and appreciated.