I am new here but needed support after yesterdays near failure.  I wanted to smoke all f***g day long yesterday but resisted it.  My 6 month quit milestone is Sept. 1.  I am fine today but the monster in my head would not subside.  About the only thing holding me back from a relapse is the painful thought of having the quit again and go through weeks of feeling miserable and out of control.  Anyone else feel this way after months of quitting or is it just me?