Hi Ron..........My name is Becky. I smoked for 37 years and finally quit a year ago, April 15th. That's right, TAX DAY. After reviewing my tax return, I wondered where all my money was going. Hehee! Anyway, in answer to your question, I tried to quit about six times before I actually did. No, you aren't the only one who caves in so quick. It's hard to let go of something that has been a part of your life for 40 years! Don't expect yourself to undo 40 years of a habit, overnight. The best thing you can remember is to keep trying. Don't give up. It doesn't matter how many tries as long as you don't cave in to not trying. Wait a few weeks, then start all over and set your quit date. I found when I started to crave a cigarette, I had to focus on something else. This wasn't easy as the craving is extremely strong. But, some kind of exercise is the best thing. If you are at work, could you get up and walk around? Or, if you are at home, go for a 30 minute walk. Find a hobby or activity, something that interests you. For me, it is painting. Art is my mental therapy too. Another thing I found to help was instead of counting the days you have quit, count the cigarettes you have not smoked. It is amazing how fast they add up and rather overwhelming to see how many you would have smoked. I put the money in a jar for every pack of cigarettes that I didn't buy. Another trick...put an elastic band on your wrist. Snap it against your wrist until the craving has past. Drink plenty of orange juice...it helps to flush the nicotine out of your system. Oh, one other thing. Don't consider yourself a non-smoker. Think of yourself like an alcoholic.... Once a smoker always a smoker, so you can never have JUST ONE.. That was one of my mistakes. I thought I could control it with just one cigarette. RIGHT....WRONG. Try the nicotine patches and use each step a little longer than they recommend. You have smoked for a long time and it is going to take a longer time with help. Get plenty of sleep. Not getting enough adds stress to your body and stress triggers the cravings. Hope I haven't chatted your eyes out and I do believe you will have success eventually as long as you keep trying. Good Luck and let us know how you make out.